| You know its kinda odd, I look at my video games and RPGs and think "I can never let myself grow out of these cause man, thats easily several thousand dollars."
Wonder if they'll still be making BattleTech products when I'm 50?
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| Ugh...
On The Downside: I'm sick, I feel like crap.
On The Upside: Internet in my barracks room! Haha. Finally I can access the Internet's vast supply of pornography...err...I mean...information...yeah that's the ticket. 
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| I've lost something within my life. That little bit of childish wonder that goes away as age progresses I suppose. My imagination has been dulled, replaced by technology and ruled by the sword. I once held myself above, but now I feel myself slowly slipping into the mass of simpletons. Maybe my voice betrays something that which I have always feared.
How I long for the the chaos of my youth, the carefree times when everyday was journey, and any lone stick could be a companion upon it.
I sit here outside of a Burger King in South Korea, a deary gray sky above me shedding a light mist with promise of a heavier downpour later. Around me swirls the potentional of culture and knowledge, beaten down by policy and drowned in a sea of alchohol fueled sex.
Maybe its two things lost in my life. For the brief chance I believed love had presented itself for the taking, but perhapes through inmaturity and my own cynical mind that has been taken away. Perhapes that is for the best though. I never could stand distraction. Perhapes my selfish need of only having myself has cursed me to a life of solitude.
A new goal is formulating itself within my mind however, and perhapes if I am lucky I will see it through.
I long to walk in Jersusalem...
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| It's going to be one of those weeks...
I havn't been all depressed and moody for awhile...yeah...bout that time again.
These things are for the best though...I hope...God did Ijust screw up majorly...again!?
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| Question of the day:
How do you tell someone that says they love you that you don't think they really do without sounding like a jackass? |
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